I rather be a heathen than be a Christian without the knowledge of God. I need God to let me find Him. I know His existence needs no confirmation. But I do. I believe, but this belief is without deep conviction in my heart. To stop being pale, poor, needy, undecisive Christian. Going in a church, then going out again. Reading a chapter, without knowing what is in it, having no sense of God’s presence at all. I know He is there, everywhere. Here. Not confused with anything other than GOD, I need to be aware of HIM. I want to meet HIM. Have you ever met GOD at all? O how could have I died for it. If I must die for it, I will.

Just a little of His felt presence. The faintest and the most mitigated degree of it would certainly make conquest over temptation easy and self-denial willing. CS Lewis was apt in saying this.

posted by Graciana@Home at 4:24 am